I remember the countless times I wished I could just stay home and not work. Now being a stay-at-home mom to two boys I wish I could go back to work. I miss making my own money, being independent, and the most important: time alone. Don't get me wrong, I love being home and making sure my kids are taken care of, but at the same time I'm losing my sanity!
I can't tell you how excited I get when I do have at least 1 hour to myself! My mom and dad are the best. They are a big help and when I do need a break my mom is always willing to watch after them. My dad picks up Cameron often during the week and that alone is a huge help. Everyone that knows Cameron, knows he is a crazy little boy! And well my mom handles Caiden since my dad is scared of babies!
Oh where have my sane days gone? Am I the only one that drives with stuff on their car? Example 1. I drove off with the diaper bag on the roof and my contacts (in their case) on the trunk. When people tried waiving me down to let me know I just thought they were being super nice so I waived back! Yes that's how lost I am hahaha! When I finally did realize I felt dumb! I actually had to call Jimmy to drive down the street and find my contacts. Well I might as well invent vitamins for my brain! Example 2. Who drives off without closing the gas tank after pumping gas? The lid was, again, on the trunk. This time I thought the person waiving me down was insane! I thought to myself "What is wrong with her" hahaha!
As much as I complain I really shouldn't. I have a husband who understands that I'm not a normal person anymore! And at least I'm not at work wondering how my kids are doing. I stay home, take care of them and I know for a fact they are well taken care of. Cameron, yes he is a crazy child, cannot imagine my life without. I must say my life was pretty boring before he came into this world. Caiden is my sweet baby! He reminds me that I'm doing a pretty good job at keeping him and Cameron happy (and alive!). I love my boys and wouldn't have it any other way. So I guess me being insane, forgetful. and moody is all worth it!
Can I add that I need a vacation! It doesn't hurt to dream of being on the beach with a margarita, actually make it stronger an AMF, having Henry Cavill or David Beckham (don't tell Big Daddy aka The Husband!) giving me a massage! Ok back to reality! Have to go change a poopy diaper!
One thing is for sure! In my next life instead of being beautiful I'm coming back rich! ;-)
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